Friday, August 12, 2011
I Cry myself to sleep again?
I cry mysef to sleep everynight i never used to cry i drink a bottle of wine every night im depressed durig the day the reason being i had a girlfreind for 10 years thats along time ihave 2 kids wih her she recently left me a month ago and said i cannot see my kids or her ever again , everyday i try to call her or text just to say good night my kids or her now she changed her phone number and cannot help my feelings buti cry every night even in the day im a 24 year old i cant eat , sleep ,if i do sleep its me hugging the wine bottle crying myself to sleep i just wish there was somone i coud talk to i think abut killing myself getting really drunk and eating a bottle of pills will that help my pain i lost my job due to this im to depressed to goto work without sleep i now have no money i hav nothing i cant f help from crying like a baby even writing this , songs make me more upset i need help is killing myself the way out of this? ive took it for a month my heart is shattered into pieces my chest is empty:(
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